GROWING UP AT THE DRIVE-IN

We Talk To Cedric Bixler-Zavala

In September of 2000, At the Drive-In released their third studio album, Relationship of Command. A blistering, uncompromising release of scorched-earth catharsis and an evolution of post-hardcore in the most literal sense, it went on to become one of the decade's most influential and defining releases. For the better part of its legacy, however, the band itself was not around to witness it – just six months later they imploded under the pressure of touring and their cult fanbase expanding beyond their collective comprehension. The individual members would go onto a myriad of other projects – among them The Mars Volta and Sparta – but it would take 11 years from their initial split to regroup. According to the band, even that moment felt as though it would never come – for all intents and purposes, At the Drive-In was finished.

“I didn't think that I would ever reconnect with it,” says Cedric Bixler-Zavala, the band's lead vocalist and founding member. “That just wasn't where my head was at. What happened with us was the same thing that happens with any old family members. You embrace the adult version of you now, and you're able to tackle a lot of the subject matter that you wouldn't have been able to back then. I think that life has a funny way of giving you time to reflect on how to build your communication skills – especially for people in rock bands. For me, being a parent now gives me a lot of perspective on being able to listen to somebody.”

 

2012 saw At the Drive-In reunite for a series of shows that took them to major festivals and several countries. By the end of the year, however, the group's station once again became non-operational. Perhaps it was to do with the extenuating circumstances that affected the tour – in particular, the death of guitarist Omar Rodriguez-Lopez's mother – but in any case, the band fell silent for another four years. The idea of At the Drive-In making another album was floated, but it had to come at the right time and in the right place. “It was never just going to happen over night,” says Bixler Zavala.

 

“The obvious perspective would be to just grow some thick skin and get on with it, but it's really not that easy. After we had a few therapy-type sessions together, we committed to living together through a whole campaign. We had to put our money where our mouths were. We just kept writing, and that was always there. Some of it made the album, some of it didn't, but the ideas were always generating. The only thing that delayed it were those growing pains – for a lot of us, we were getting to know one another all over again. We were learning to trust one another again. The shows in 2012 were baby steps. We knew that if we got through that minimal amount at that time, we'd be able to make this work. It was all about shifting through our different processes until we were ready.”

 

When At the Drive-In returned in 2016, there was a key difference – guitarist/vocalist Jim Ward was not a part of the line-up. In his place was Keeley Davis, a guitarist that – ironically enough – Ward had previously brought in as a replacement in his band, Sparta, for At the Drive-In guitarist Paul Hinojos. Naturally, Ward being out of the picture caused even greater backlash from longtime fans. Bixler-Zavala, however, is quick to point out that not only is this not the first time Ward has left the band; but if he still wanted to be playing in the band, he would be.

 

“An important thing that a lot of people don't understand is that, from the first album onward, there were just four of us that stayed through the whole thing,” he says. “There were lots of stretches of time and effort and touring where people like Jim weren't even there. That's all through '97, '98, '99... we'd go on tour for six months and he wouldn't participate. He would come and go. The bulk of the work and the chemistry of the band was the four of us, but the bulk of what people know is when he was in the band. When it came to doing this band again, it just wasn't something that he wanted to do. It was on us to find someone who did. We have the greatest respect for all past members of this band, and there's no hard feelings. With that said, everyone who raised their hand and committed to being in At the Drive-In is what you hear on the record.”

 

The aforementioned record is in•ter a•li•a, the band's fourth studio album and first in 17 years. Co-produced by Rodriguez-Lopez and acclaimed engineer Rich Costey, in•ter a•li•a is a rebirth by fire – a boldly-conceptual, energetic album that goes about its business of reclaiming the At the Drive-In name with both force and tact. For Bixler-Zavala, it's an album that is both dystopic and deeply personal – a reflection on both fatherhood and the future. “I wanted this album to reflect the point of view of a child stuck in what people like to call the parallel universe coming to fruition,” he says.

 

“This child has learned that things like language are illegal, as well as equality and free-flowing thoughts that make us cohabitate with each other. They're living in a war-torn time, in a place they never thought war would come. The child is sifting through the rubble, trying to make sense of it. It's a reflection on the times that we're living in, but set ahead a few generations where their consequences are truly felt. It's about our children's children. I was thinking about it when I was waking up every morning and spending time with my kids. I was reminded of what it was like to colour outside of the lines – that freedom of child's play before you're told where the boundaries are.”

 

After their initial demise and subsequent false-start reunion, At the Drive-In don't appear to be going anywhere. With the new album out, the band are about to hit the road yet again – including a return to Australia – and their future is perhaps even more prosperous now than it was circa Relationship of Command. “We're using this symbol in our stage banner that was created by our friend Chris Friedman,” says Bixler-Zavala.

 

“It looks like two hands coming together, and I really feel like that represents where the band is now. We needed time away from one another to grow up, to make music with other people and to get away from our public persona. Rock & roll is not a place where people know how to communicate very well when you're young – the live setting can be the only place where you can truly express what shit you're going through. We have perspective on that time of our lives now, and we're equipped with tools that allow us to communicate better. We had to learn how to be human beings.”

 

 

At The Drive In are touring Australia in September and October through Select Touring. in.ter a.li.a will be released on Friday May 5 through Cooking Vinyl Australia.

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